Ok I am so sorry I haven't been on here recently. The laptop took a crap and needs a new hard drive which will be purchased some time this week.

Health wise, things aren't that great. I recently saw a new gastro doc and he prescribed Nortriptilyne and the generic of Effexor, in hope that it can help me eat more than bread and homemade banana milkshakes with frozen yogurt. That's all I've been able to tolerate for 5 months or so. I tried the Ensures but I can't really drink them a lot b/c they're rough on the stomach. It just sucks sometimes and I miss real food.
The only good thing about this whole thing is the weight loss. My highest weight was 295 and when I weighed myself today I was 172. That's pretty much 50 pounds lost these past 5 months. But losing all that weight means that a lot of my clothes are too big. Out of all the jeans and capris I had, only two pairs weren't horribly humongous on me. So me and mom went to Torrid today and I spent almost $290! I ended up getting two pairs of jeans, a pair of capris, two shirts, a new swimsuit and, according to my sister, a real bra! Its strapless and I really needed one! LOL! I'm actually really disgusted by what I spent, even though it was neccessary. I actually have a figure now to according to my mom...

Also on March 26th, my Bearded Dragon, Nos, died. It really sucked to lose her. She would've been 9 at the end of May. She went quick which was a blessing but I miss her like crazy. A couple weeks ago I broke down though...We had put her cage outside on the patio table to wash out later in the week and it had rained a day or two earlier so when I went out to empty the water out of the cage, it started tilting along with the table. I lost my hold on the cage and it crashed and shattered on the patio. I kinda lost it. I broke her cage and I felt so horrible about that! And then last night me and mom were watching AFV and there wad a clip with a Beardie. I started crying. I felt very pathetic, crying over a video clip...

Like I said, a very rough couple of months...
Anyways, I hope everyone is doing good! Hopefully when the laptop is fixed, I'll be back with a vengance!

Peace out!!

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