Odoms-Spire

I feel disgusted. I want to crawl out of my skin. It hurts in ways I can't even put into words. Flashbacks come flooding my mind. Vivid images of things I want to forget. I know I should feel pleasure in it but... I feel dirty inside... The guilt comes back stronger than ever...

I hear you calling my name Goddess of the shore creeping by Whispering the secret needs of my heart Lapping at my feet Guiding my consciousness to the life my soul cries for Keeping me strong against the tide of disappointment that he leaves behind The pain in my heart now Salty water burning my eyes The coldness of the ocean water Doesn't compare to what it could be if i dove any deeper I thank him for helping my heart heal wishing them the best Watching as they swim away into the deepest trenches As i run away from the drama riptide pulling me back I swim as hard and i can but I'm wanting to give in when suddenly i feel the Goddess of the S